Today is 31 st December

Today is Friday . It is 31st December . I don't like to celebrate new year . It is common to me and like any other day . SO I have no plan for that . In new year I have to study hard . I have to do something for that my friends should feel proud for me . This is my new year resolution . I want to make my life in the name of education . But I don't know what will happen . I have to earn something for my family also . That is an important thing .

My love life

Many of my friends have asked me why still I am single . But I have no answer . I am tried to be committed but all go in vain . Here today I am going to tell you about my love life .

My first love was when I was in class eleven . In our chemistry coaching center there was a beautiful girl . She has a great figure , lovely face , short hair . She was with our batch . My friend Arnab proposed a girl , at that time I got excited so I did the same to that girl . She refused and got angry . But she maintained our friendship. She used to come my house and I also visited her house several time . But she never was ready to accept my proposal . Later she told me that a new boy has come in her life so she did not want me as a friend . So our friendship broke . And later I became very angry and I stopped to visiting her house and at last , now we have no connection .

My second love was when I was in college second year . I proposed a girl . She got angry . She stopped to talk with me . But I was deeply in love with her . Later one day for a reason she phoned me at my house . But that was nothing important . She has many friends and among them there were many boys . One of my friends said that she has a boyfriend . So bad luck for me . I never talked with her after the news that she had a boyfriend.Later after completing college I felt that I no more loved her . It was end .


My third and last love came when I saw a brilliant girl . She was a Board Exam topper . I was totally bold by seeing her . I liked intelligent and studious girl.I asked her "are you engaged? " She said nothing . She was junior to me . But we maintain a friendship today . I am happy with that .

That was all about my love life . SO I have decided not to marry anyone . As there is no value for true love to me .

What am I doing today ?

Today I am in a relax mood . I am in no tension . I am alone in the lab . I am downloading mp3 songs of the following movies -- Fashion , I hate Love Story , Gujarish etc . Today my friends have gone for a tour in the Kolkata when I called them they were on the way of Science City . I missed them . But I like internet , I am crazy for that . I cant think of life without internet . It is so important . For education , for communication , for entertainment there is internet for your all purposes . It is amazing . Without internet life is standstill . Frankly speaking for your sex life there is internet .There are so many adult sites, you can have fun with them . For your academic life there is internet .You can download ebooks for free of cost . Such sites are www.pdfdatabase.com or www.library.nu.com . you can download many many ebooks from these sites . Its totally free of cost . For your communication
there are emails , chat sections , orkut , facebook . By any of the social net work you can contact with your friends . Orkut and face book are these two social net work sites so that you can stay in contact with your friends . People are using these sites for there communication , entertainment , education . These are amazing . Your complete pakage is internet . Use it wisely . It will rock ..

I believe in God . i do believe in Goddess. They give me strength , inner strength. It is a believe that God exists everywhere in this world . It is a pious thinking . It is really a nice thought that God is the ultimate power of this universe . If you believe in God then it will strengthen you , it gives you power to stand against all the odds . In Bengali Culture Lord Shiva is the ultimate God . "Om Namas Shivay" chant this "Maha Mantra" (great hymn) then lord Shiva will help you to overcome all the obstacles in life . The great goddess is Goddess Durga . She has ten hands . She was born by the power of all Gods in heaven to kill the demon "Mahisasur" . There are many gods and goddess in Hindu mythology . They are all powerful. Shri Krishna is the god of love . He is the god of eternal love .

Life of a jobless boy

Life of a jobless boy is really miserable . Everybody is unhappy with him . All the time parents are rebuking him . My condition is like that . I have no job , so I have no happiness . My condition is really serious . My mother is telling all the time "get a job , get a life " . My father is very very angry with me . He is telling that I am lazy . But I am not . Actually what happened is that my project has finished suddenly , but my sir assured that next project will start soon , in a couple of months . But it did not start . So I am jobless now . Two of my colleagues are also jobless . Their condition is same as mine . I am hopeless. I am helpless. I have updated my CV according to expert in Naukri.com and I have opened a paid membership account in Naukri.com website . Also I had a plan to learn J2EE (Java Enterprise edition) in Ardent Collaboration company or somewhere else . I hate WBSC or SSC exam , because I want to be in touch with my course or my study in programming language . Because I love programming language a lot .