It is difficult

When you are working in an institution , then study in another institution for a degree is very difficult . I can't quit the field NLP . If I draw my concentration from NLP , then Sir can read my face . He becomes angry at me . I can't bear this thing . SO I have decided not to quit the field NLP . But love the field NLP . I am happy when I think about NLP . I cant concentrate on any other field like OS ,Networking . Sir is telling me to get preparation for MTech Admission , but I don't want to study anything except NLP . I will read very deeply about NLP . I am not thinking about future . I am listening my heart . I will always listen to my heart . I will read NLP not for any purpose but for deep knowledge . This is my decision .

Again I need a job , because it will help to improve my family's financial condition . In any way I can't loose my job which is in present in JU in NLP field . I can sacrifice my study at the cost of job . Job is more important to me than my study .I want to work hard . Rest is the result . Jai shree krishna . Save me ...