As a Researcher

hi , now i am a junior research engineer in Jadavpur University . Now i have discussed with Sir for my Phd programme , he told me to do that after this year. So i have to wait for other chances like job in any company , or Gate exam , then after the year he will consider me for Phd programme.
In the mean time i have published for Clef competition , and now when ever i hard that my friends are roaming across world , then i become very upset , i missed the opportunity by leaving my first company , that is cognizant technology solution,