My life is full of sorrow

My life is full of sorrow , i did not know why God gave me so much sorrow , still i feel water in my eyes , i feel saddness in my heart , i feel sorry in my mood . i donot know why God gave me so much sorrow , so much pain in my life , oh ! God , can you give me some light so that i can also cheer up like another guy , now i am crying in my inner world , i still feel a sea of saddness in my inner world , reason in known to my close friends , my mistakes , my wrong decision s , gave me pain. I want complete detached from these thoughts so that i can overcome all my hindrance
and be a successful man in life .
I am abstract boy , far behind from the real world, i have to face real world with reality , not with dreams , . Dreams , saddness , taking rest , i think i have to forget all these things and i have to be strong , logical , a real boy who wants to face all real life situation with a smiling face , who is dare enough to challenge the situation and will win every battle of life , i have to be strong , courageous , though whatever result it is , i have to be strong enough to face it.
donot cry , crying is not a real solution , real solution is courage , strenght , and iron determination. though i have missed a chance in life once , but i have to be built again , i have to be strong again.